With all that out of the way, let it be said that I continue to hope that I will be better able to write. I don't like going a week or more without putting in an entry. But, having said that, let it also be said that I will not stare at an open LJ client for more than an hour anymore. I think all it serves to do is increase my anxiety and frustration, which further contributes to my being unable to write. Inspiration to share and write has to drive me, not an arbitrary goal I set at the beginning.