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Another day of floating... - Paint It Black
Living the American dream one heartbreaking piece at a time
Another day of floating...
Today was in many ways similar to yesterday. More things were said and I still lack words to describe how they made me feel. To say that I'm still enthralled, that I'm still in shock over it all doesn't do justice to the sheer intensitive of it all. I keep wondering if it was real, fearing the moment when I awake; this has to be a dream, doesn't it? I look back, I reread, and yes, it really did happen. I came home smiling and cheerful.

I didn't imagine that this could ever happen, but... here it is. It's real. When did this take place? When did the scales tip from "wishful dreams" to "reality?" Was it an act so subtle that I didn't notice it? I can't say. It doesn't matter, anyway.

All that matters is how it makes me feel.

Put on your dancing shoes

Current Mood: happy happy
Current Music: Third Eye Blind -- The Background

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enveri From: enveri Date: October 18th, 2003 02:28 am (UTC) (Link)
To the other party in question, because I know you'll read this:

Feren has been floating around with the largest, stupidest, shit eating grin I've ever seen in my life.

Thank you. =) We're delighted to see him so happy.
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