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Ra continues to decline - Paint It Black
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Ra continues to decline
Ra went in for a follow-up of blood work today. The results are increasingly worrisome on top of his results from last week:

  • BUN is higher (Kidney - bad)
  • Anemia is worse (Liver - bad)
  • Bilirubin is higher (Kidney - bad)
  • ALT is down from 1400 to 950, which is better but is still way out of whack (Liver - sorta good)

His creatinine is okay (kidneys) and the level of potassium is normal (finally) but what has me concerned is that this is almost the same thing that hit Diva. She had a "perfect storm" of anemia + kidney failure advancing into the next stage. I'm fearful that this is what is happening with Ra. How do you treat kidney failure? You administer sub-cutaneous fluids. The problem with fluids? You dilute the blood stream and exasperate the anemia.

Our vet is going to re-run the existing blood work and try to get some clarification from the lab as to what type of anemia he has, which can help steer us towards a better treatment plan.

What scares me is that one of the plans involves blood transfusion. Cat. Blood. Transfusion. Because there are just warehouses of feline blood and plasma waiting for situations like this.

All these numbers are joining together and telling a story that's scaring me badly, so badly that I can't even articulate what I'm feeling right now. My productivity for the night is shot, the work I had slated to do for the evening is beyond my level of concentration at this point.

I'm going to wait a bit longer for the air to cool off and then I'm going to go BBQ something and hope that it distracts me. I'll probably end up burning everything because I can't put the right level of focus on it.

But the cat came back, she wouldn't stay away, she was sitting on the porch the very next day.

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arphalia From: arphalia Date: July 23rd, 2014 06:55 pm (UTC) (Link)
Wish I could do something aside from offer hugs and words. I know that place of not being able to think of anything else. Its a horrible limbo to be in. Best I can offer is to not be too hard on yourself. If you burn the BBQ, who cares, don't sweat it and just.. apply that basic idea across the board for a while.

Pet him. Love him. Talk to him. Take pictures and just let yourself be with him cause the thing he wants the most is you! And hey, if all this does turn around for the better, which I am certainly pulling for, then he got some extra concentrated attention! Can't really go wrong with that.
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